After holding up so strong all day, it finally hit me. I finally broke down and cried. I knew I would. And I was surprised I went all day without. And it feels horrible and awful just like it should. I want nothing more than to go over there and have everything be okay. To talk like we did yesterday. To hold each other for just a second longer. To linger kissing each other like we always have.
But we can't. And I can't change that. And I want to. I want that right now more than anything.
And maybe I won't want that in a week. A month. Half a year. I don't know right now.
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