Loss

Today was hard to deal with.

I guess I just felt like I didn't have my rock. I needed someone to comfort me through what was happening. I just wanted someone to make me feel better.

No one should ever have to lose someone like that at such a young age. No one should have to deal with that. I keep thinking if that ever happened to me, I wouldn't know what to do. I would be completely lost. Completely.

I feel like the person I want to most about this isn't there. That one person I thought I could turn to about anything. Who has helped me deal with things before. I don't even know what I want to talk about exactly, but today just has made me feel bad with everything going on.

Bad things happen to good people for no good reason at all. Maybe its to make them stronger or to relieve someone of pain, but it doesn't make it easier. But bad things will make someone stronger in the end.